Friday, June 29, 2007

i'm seriously in a big big hurry! since i'm waiting for cellword to be printed. here's a quick one.

yay! i managed to rush through my evaluation & rj & all.
i'll be away for 2nights in the east for retreat (:
OLE! OLE! finally, a time to have fun & rest & yay!
dont miss me. love!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

OLE! (: my cravings was satisfied. i just have this feeling that i'll forget to do my rj tmr!

i've got a sudden craving for NA-CHOS (:
with extra cheese pls?

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

:( boohoo. i'm darn it rarhhhhh! i took so freak long to understand three slides from problem4! i have a long long way to go! bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. or maybe i'm putting too much pressure on myself

i wished i have the moomoo book now!! :(:( so i can rant rant rant!

teehee. never knew i was so lovable (: all of them are funny. talking to purse, pop & ym on three different convos and they said it at the same time but for various reasons. know what i mean. hahaha. one after another!

Purse says:
I LOVE EVE(:

Candy Floss & Tumble says:
i lub chew eve

happy ending? says:
eve, ilove you

Labels: FEEL THE LOVE

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

had maths ut. thankfully, jane went through some questions with the us yesterday! i mean that calculation question was 8marks! had i not gone for the extra lesson, i would have 0/8marks. but now, hahaha i dont know how to do the last question so only minus 2 marks. but by right, i shld have full marks. okay nvm i'm blabbering!

my itunes is on shuffle mode! but it's playing such sad sad songs!
this is one sad sad song :(

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to beIt's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away

Pretending i don't love you
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to
I can't stayI've made up my mind
There's no turning back
She's been good to be
And she deserves better than that

Monday, June 25, 2007

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

yay! heh. three cheers to angie. was so nice chilling out at her place, she's someone i feel so comfortable talking about anything! know what i mean??? like i dont have to hide anything from her! slept for a while when it was drizzling. heh thought through lots of stuff! as usual

Labels: sunday blues

Friday, June 22, 2007

had another longggg day. yay! managed to meet blark! (: thanks dearest, for coming down to meet me & ym. heh. after school, went to pasta at causeway point then home to MJ! (: fun fun fun.

we were suppose to go purse house though but her granny decided to pop by. owell...

tmr is Revelation! (x

is it by chance that we're friends?
is it by chance that things happen?
or was it planned?

Thursday, June 21, 2007

a nice nice song that i just came up with,

I love strawberries,
I know that nutella is sweet,
I love the mangos
but nothing can beat the sweet sweet friendship of ours! (:

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

go away!
stop venting your frustrations on me!
& stop taking me for granted.
ARGH :(

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

as i've said, school's started and i can really feel the tiredness and fatigue within me. my body is not used to sleeping & waking up early these days becos, since hols, i've been sleeping at 3plus, 5am. sigh, this is really NOT good at all! makes me aw-so-grouchy in class & makes me not want to talk to anyone. still not used to doing rj all over again. the many not-used-to about school makes me even more arghhh.

on a happier note, i have many many events coming up again.
i hope i dont double-book myself!!
friday - purse's house (: (:
saturday - Revelation at St. James Church

today was quite a good day for me!
managed to meet spongebob, dodo bird & carebear today! heh. i always enjoy their company. photos will be up when ian sends them to me. went over to hazel's place & it's such a nice nice nice place to chill out! the pool side is so so so pretty & i really really didnt want to go home.

thankfully, my sec&poly friend called me at 9pm! cos i thought that channel 8 show was last episode yesterday larhh! dumb me! still have 4 episodes! (: yay! i hope they end up happily ever after.

& haha. someone, pls tell falala that she's very mean to me. i never even do anything & she has to punch me for no reason. SIAOOOO! i dont like your stupid hard punches lala! but i still love you as a person. pls dont say i'm contradicting cos i know what i'm talking about! (x

i should turn in soon & i hope i dont toss & turn in bed tonight.

Labels: back to school

Monday, June 18, 2007

1st day of school (:
heh. was nice to see the class!
buttttttt, my brain is so not ready to THINK.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

for me,
school reopens tmr!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

pinic-ed with half The Gap.
crystal, ian, liling, prisca, jasmine & joanna,
thanks for the yummy food. heh. i didnt prepare anything! only brought drinks with NO ice. cos very heavy larhhhh. was nice being able to know what you guys have been up to! sorry if i appeared to be in stone mode. didnt talked much but i listened! listened to the many different things they have been up to, the birds, the kids playing, the baby laughter, cries & my own heart. was a very nice place to do a lot of reflections (: aye starting pouring & made me sleepy-er! -.- anyway, i got alot more hyped up when they suggested to go island creamery for ice cream. heh. yumyum :D & they played alot of nice music when i was there. ole!

ICE CREAM MAKES ME HAPPIER!

made a new friend with a 10 1/2 mths old girl. chubby, fair, pretty eyes elrica. was very inspired by elrica's parents. they got me thinking...

left island creamery for home (x my dad was so mean larh.
dad: how come come back so early? i thought you coming back at 1030pm?
me : i come back earlier also you question me. come back late also naggg.
dad: must be no where to go already then you come back right?
me : no!! i came back early to spend time with jiejie larhhh!

so, i went out with my older sister shortly after i reached home. managed to buy a dress for my cousin's wedding. yay! (: & i finally got to spend a little time alone with my jiejie ever since she came back from the states.

everyone! dont forget tmr's fathers' day!

if all the raindrops were lemondrops & gumdrops,
oh what a rain it would be,
standing outside with my mouth open wide,
AH, AH, AH-AH, AH, AH-AH, AH, AH-AH
if all the raindrops were lemondrops & gumdrops,
oh what a rain it would be!!!!

purseypoo! remember this song? (:

Friday, June 15, 2007

all my friends left. black just left. & it suddenly makes me feel so lonely. my younger sister having chalet, my older sister not coming back.

but anyhow,

To: Sarah, Melissa, Blarkie & Pop,

thanks all! heh. for spending quality time with me (: doing girly stuff, playing mj, you girls taking photos... da dee da.

who wouldnt agree with me that it's nice to love & be loved in return? i'm up at this time doing funny things. heh. doing quiz, talking about fish, chicken & everything under the sun. haha. so cool.

my all time fav - Grandma's Note

spent a long long night on msn!
everyone's going offline. going to be alone!

school starting, & im going to miss all the late night talks i have to the different groups of people!


i miss carebear, dodo bird & spongebob!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i'm watching the 9pm show right now & i feel so crappy.
sometimes, i feel like i'm chen han wei,
sometimes, i feel like i'm zhang yao dong

everything i do,
whatever i say,
whenever i try,
it just doesnt seem good enough

i've decided after so much of thinking
& sorting out that,
it's time i put everything behind me,
& leave everything as it is.
in hope that it'll be the best for us <3

:( due to a big hole in my pocket, i didnt get to go out with my sisters! hahaha. whatever! now i feel like going to chinatown some morning to EAT some yumyum food & get some cool stuff!

nutella bread makes me happy! (:
nutella banana makes me happier!

Dearest Classmates of W35K,

We'll see each other again in 4days time. To go through the whole process again!

1st meeting template
break out one
2nd meeting discussion/research
break out two
3rd meeting bang bang other group with questions!
6th P

Love,
Eve

i'm bored & am stuck at home :(
good thing i'm meeting jiejie later.
to shop shop shop! for a dress.
my cousin's getting married!
yay! another wedding to look forward to.

my secondary school mates may be having another chalet at biggin hill or probably to bangkok? i not sure. haha. school hasnt started & we've plans for the next hols! (x

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

check out the site for nice tees (:

http://timahtops.livejournal.com/

<3>

smile!

SPIDER-lady & BAT-lady! (:

Dearest Black,

i really hope you enjoyed yourself.

love, evil chang

Labels: yet another 18th.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i loved & lost the day i let you go.

Monday, June 11, 2007

dearest blackie,
it's amazing how close we've become. i remember i saw you as a fierce, bossy, irritating woman! hahaha. not that you arent anymore but i wouldnt have ever thought that we would have even become friends what more close friends (:

it's really been a blessing having you to be able to walk through my 1/3 my secondary school life with me. heh. you staying over at my place, doing silly things like dying a few strands of hair for each other, playing mj, cooking meals tog, watching moulin rouge, singing the songs tog, playing bridge, chalets, skipping school to study at the many many libraries, listening me out when i needed someone to be there for me, you know what i'm thinking about even without telling you/ saying anything. it's crazy! cos i never knew! i never knew that our friendship would end up this wonderful! hahaha.

sounds so cliche but i'll still say it! you're everything a friend would ask for! heh. you know, even right now, when we're all in different schools, doing different courses, having our own different friends, not being able to meet everyday, it doesnt matter becos i know you've not forgotten about us & i'll miss your company! anyway, it's your 18th bday today!

i remember last year we went over to your place & like NO! you didnt allow us into your house! you know how tiring it was trying to find our way to your place without asking you for your address & directions?! actually, up till today, we've not been to your place. heh. anyhows, i just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEEAAARRREEESSSTTT! :D when you grow older, you grow bitchy-er! hahahaha. but we'll still love you. hopefully, tmr's studying session will be productive!
LOVELOVE!

your one & only,
evil chang (:

Labels: TO: BLACK BLACK

Sunday, June 10, 2007

try it! it's quite true i think.
got it from jr's blog.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

after church, bused down to holland to find mel, zac & chloe for a tiny while. ian came & we went over to st james church for their youth service. heh. am glad that the four of us can sit tog & talk talk talk (: even happier that i managed to talk to hazel about everything under the sun.

and so, they remain happily ever after.

THE END :D

Saturday, June 09, 2007

was a good girl! stayed home the whole day! hahaha. played mj with my granny & evan for a little while to keep her company & i went to sleep again! all i did today was eat, sleep, eat, sleep.

forget it, i dont know you anymore.

jr & i concluded that we've got too much things we want to accomplish but yet, we've got so little time! boohoo.

i'm still alive & kicking! hahaha. someone pay for my macs delivery pls?

what am i doing at 410am in the morning man? hahah. dont ask why i'm up at this hour, heh. cant sleep man. oh! oh! oh! i accidently deleted all the msges in my phone! & i was so so so mad argh! feeling very confused :( good thing i have class & evan to acccompany me.

where did i go wrong?

Labels: remember me this way

had two super long day! haha.

Thursday, 7th June 07
met mel at 10am bk to coach her
managed to revise algebra & would say it was rather productive! from 10am - 1pm but of course in between was lunch & a little cam whoring. heh. waited for her to end school at starbucks & i had josco, sk, crystal & hazel for company with my yummy yum yum blueberry beagles with cream cheese! (:

after mel ended school, both of us headed down to vivo. heh. to get her jeans & my wallet (: shop shop, walk walk & we decided to find the guys even though i was very very tired. but good thing i went cause i would have missed out that little shop in the midst of all the army stuff. heh.

lazy to upload pictures. but can go mel's site to see!

Friday, 8th June 07
woke up super early like at 8am cause i slept super early. but hahahah! i continued my sleep till 11plus. was playing around with photoshop & i'm so satisfied with what i did. but it's not nice so i''m not showing the world. haha! i'll get better! or at least, i'll try to get better!

met a few of them to play pool at safra. was late cos i was trying to figure out how to use that darn program! (x & i finally manage to figure out something with sarah's help. thanks girl! towned after, subbwayyedddd i had my aw-so-yummy meal with my aw-so-delicious ice cream!

cold cut trio
parmesan with only lettuce & honey mustard
white chip macadenium nut
double chocolate chip
barley
mint choco

Thursday, June 07, 2007

hopefully tmr will be a fruitful day for mel & myself!

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i miss chalets.
i miss sentosa.
i miss stayovers.
i miss yeo wan sze.
i miss scrapbooking.
i miss stepfanie chen.
i miss wearing ij blue.
i miss late night talks.
i miss taking bus 200.
i miss rachel mok ai fen.
i miss shopping at bangkok.
i miss going for mission trips.
i miss the porridge stall auntie.
i miss singing the national anthem.
i miss my form teacher of '05 & '06.
i miss studying at bukit merah macs.
i miss studying at the national library.
i miss studying at bukit merah library.
i miss studying at the woodlands library.

Tuesday, 5th June 07
went over to crystal's place. heh. not very very long journey. i finally stepped into her house! (: a very cosy place. very nice to sleep. watched pursuit of the happiness & i dont mind watching another two three times. enjoyed the show, the company. talked talked talked about the deepest darkest things, sleep, ate milk choco, strawberry choco, & white choco! my favourite! :D

Wednesday, 6th June 07
THAT'S TODAY! was suppose to go east coast with a few of W35K! but i couldnt go in the end. had to accompany granny to the clinic & so i missed that trip out with them! :( my older sister is finally back! haha. she bought lots of things for is but i'm so so happy for the SCRAPBOOK MATERIALS, & it's so ffffreaaakinnggg cheap!!!!

yvonne chang! i actually missed your company when you were away! no one to scold & scream at me! & thanks for the many things you bought for us when you were away! bet you had alot alot of fun. haha. no one to irritate you when you were away! & the whole BIG BIG BIG bag of sweets will cause evan to have tooth decay! trust me. anyway, it's appreciated!

Monday, June 04, 2007

i'm so so so glad i managed to meet up with ian, crystal to catch up. honey, yanna, purse, pop, juli, chandee, ym, tong, pat on saturday to celebrate porpor's bday & zac, josco, sk for lunch. it's so satisfying to be able to meet all of them over the weekends!

Saturday, 2nd June 07
met ian first cause as usual, crystal's late. she should be called little miss LATE! heh. glad that i managed to catch up with ian quite a bit, chocolate cream chip-ed & even before i met little miss late, purse came! not long after, yanna came! heh. i'm always happy when my friends meet my other friends (:

was suppose to go sentosa with the girls but but but i didnt have the beachy mood :D heh. so just slacked at vivo! we totally cam whored till honey came! then over to secret recipe, ym came. shopped around for juli's present! some arcaded & we dined! heh. at some hotdog
place. it was really quite yummy but too bad for me cos i forgot what's
the yummy thing called. one by one left & seriously,dont know when's the next time we'll meet as a BIG BIG group!




Sunday, 3rd June 07
woke up late & i had to cabbed to church! was so so so late. hahaha. heh. after service, was cluster led by sarah & angie. watched hermie & friends it's really quite cool. i'm sure it was a very good reminder for many of us. cluster then cell then lunch with the guys & crystal & ian. went island creamery! hope they all had a good good time.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

tmr is going to be such an exciting day with my three beauties! (: surely, i'll enjoy their company. we surely have lots to catch up. i know they are friends whom even if we meet once a month, we did still have lots & lots & lots to talk about. there never seem to have a barrier between us. i pray & hope very hard that there never will be. i can predict that tmr we'll have a lot of girly talks about our love life, gossiping and bitching about the funny people in our schools, cam whoring & just having fun! (:

GIRLS,

I CANT WAIT! (: SEE YOU IN ELEVEN AND A HALF HOURS TIME!

Friday, June 01, 2007

i'm feeling so grouchy & crappy :(
heh. i didnt go out with the three beauties !
nor did i go out with happy hour club!

suddenly, i feel the pressure to be a filial grand-daughter, daugther, niece, friend, cell intern, Christian. to score good grades, to be back home for dinner, to be there for my friends when they need me, to hang out with the kids, to spend time alone. somehow, i feel 24hrs isnt enough for me? it feels so short.

i cant believe it's term break. in these two weeks, i want to accomplish so many things but yet i dont dare list them out

BOO! :( my parents are back.

not alot came to school today. haha. i think the attendance is 14/25. only have three groups today. (: yay! so hopefully, we'll end class a little earlier today!