Monday, April 10, 2006

rachel, my dearest

i miss you so much.
i miss hugging you
i miss seeing you on sundays
i miss hanging out with you
i miss staying over!
i miss dreaming with you about our weddings
i miss having you around
i miss your laughter
i miss YOUR EVERYTHING LARH.

i'm all getting so emotional half way typing this post and was just ranting everything to joyce. argh! buddy, i'm happy for you to know that you're doing well there :D here's a song for you! love you!

you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you'll never know dear
how much i miss you
please dont take my sunshine away!!

IT FEELS GOOD RANTING!!!!!!!

it's pretty crazy to have exams that are round the corner when it seems like i just took my common test last week. i havent been online for at least 3 weeks and it's driving me mad.

i cant go for SJSM 1st fun fair
i cant go for cellkids stayover
i cant believe that i missed out so much.

worst of all,

i cant believe that i'm doing all these because my father doesnt allow.
i cant believe that mid years are so near and olevels too!

i'm just so afraid or maybe paranoid about that major papers. i cant help but think of what happened on the day i collected my PSLE result slip. the thought of it just makes me ... i cant describe it! but anyway, i'm sorry if i havent had time to catch up with anyone of you but anyway, i just wanted to say that i missed those times...

when cellkids had our stayovers (:
when i was in bangkok shopping
when i have so much time to just hang out and catch up with my friends
when little saints just go crazy doing the silliest and whackiest things
when i could bring my grandmother to the hairdresser at chinatown
when we had heartbeat camps
when i was in sentosa with cellkids and school people
when i have school camps at malaysia, east coast...
when mel & sarah was crazy over prints
when i was studying for nlevels (actually, not the studying part but the company)
when i was in cambodia and thailand having mission trips
when we had to do our easter dance at sec2?
when debbie came back to spore and chilled out at my place

boy i do miss those times!!! I DO I DO I DO!
but anyway, i think i wouldnt be online often.

pray for me please? i'm all burnt and dry out ):